Being a mother and wife is wonderful. I felt such a huge responsibility having the titles of mother and wife that I dedicated everything, my whole life really. I entirely gave up my social life including the majority of friends that I had. I stopped going out with my girlfriends because I felt guilty going out without my husband or kids. I felt people would judge me and think I was a bad mother, I actually believed I would be a bad mother if I went out with the purpose of having a good time for myself. I was always thinking of the negative things that could happen. This is truly one of the biggest regrets that I have.